



And that's just a brief glimpse.
It was also one year ago that I joined Nate in going to Celebrate Recovery. I think CR is such an incredible program. If you have anything that tends to hold you back.. even if it's just something you call a bad habit there is a place for you at CR. If you want to know why we go well you'll just have to come to find out..
There were also some bad things that happened in '08. We watched as my sister went through and continues to go through hard times. Prayed hard for her children and her.
Fortunately, I really don't remember that many of the bad. I definitely count that as a blessing. However, the year did end with some sad news for us too. I debated on adding this but have decided to go ahead. The week of Nate's graduation and my grandma's surgery we found out that I was pregnant, and that the baby would likely not make it. Nate walking across the stage was bittersweet for me. I celebrated with him, but felt myself losing our baby all at the same time. Sure enough a doctor's appointment the next week confirmed the loss. I've really tried to see the positive in this. Mostly I'm just grateful that it happened so early, we never had an ultrasound or heard a heartbeat. I'm also glad that I didn't have to go through any medical procedures to deal with it, my body pretty much took care of itself.
So, now we look ahead to 2009. What this year holds for us I just don't know. I'm sure there will be many ups and downs but I know that God will lead us through. I am continually learning how to simply trust his plan for me and walk the road he leads me down.
8 comments:
What a whirlwind of a year! It's good to be able to look back and see the things God used to make us stronger in our marriages. I'm very sorry about your miscarriage and we'll be praying for you!
I am so sorry to hear about the loss of your baby. I will be praying for blessings in 2009!
I'm so sorry you guys had to go through that. I don't think that is ever an easy thing. We'll be praying for a blessed 2009.
I'm sorry to hear about your miscarriage. I personally know that pain. I will be praying for you guys.
I love you guys!!!
Chellie and Nate, I'm so sorry about the baby, I didn't even know you were expecting. We love you. Aunt Anita & Unclie Richard
I have been thinking and praying for you guys alot. I know no matter when you have a miscarriage, it's still tough. Ya'll are so strong! I know someday you will both be amazing parents!
Hope to see you guys tomorrow night at the Cornell's. I left you something on our blog :)
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